Leaving London

48h without sleep, get a tattoo, Henri comes, I have to pack, we eat farofa, life is amazing! Go to the concert. Everybody is there. Ok we have to go to the exposition, we are late, we go to the park, we go home, we need to meet Zeber, we are late to meet Zeber, we meet Zeber we need to go to my mom's house. Late, very late to mom's house. We get there, 15 minutes to talk to my mom and shower. Go home at midnight. Fucking hell so much to do tomorrow. I have to wake up real early. Don't sleep again. Only manages to leave the room at 3pm. To go to the kitchen. Everybody is hugging me. For the first time I regret not having curtains. Postman comes, mom comes, Henry comes, I have to dress as a Moulin Rouge character. He's still there and I can't do anything I have to because of that. Just plain torture. 12h to get the plane. Eyes meet. Yes I'm in love but there is no time to think about this now. Happy birthday by the way. Time to go to the Moulin Rouge thing. Lee suddenly leaves for no reason. Too much traffic but we get there on time. We danced, we drank and everything felt like a dream. Exhaustion. I am siting down. God I really need to sleep. Lindsey comes with a box and a letter. It's a pendant. In a gazelle position, my favourite. I just cry, a lot, more than considered normal for sure. I can't believe they did that, I love the circus house too much. It's not fair to have so many amazing people around me is the only thing I can think of. Not sure if I deserve all this. I leave the party, go to my reception job to get some stuff. Suchita and Simon are there and I love them as well. More hugs but I really have to now guys! 12am and I'm on a Uber. 3 hours to go. No ideia why I ask for a uber pool. Exhaustion. 3 American teenagers get in and one of them is crazy rude to the driver. At this point there is no way I will not shout at this girl. I told her to shut up and respect people and a lot of other things that I can't remember hahahahaha we were really proper shouting at each other at this point. Then silence. They left and me and the driver spend the whole way complaining about them. Real bonding happening. I get home 2 hours to go. My mom tells me I have to go to her place because she can't fit my stuff on her luggage. I go there. I will take care mom, don't worry. Don't cry. We hug. 2:40 I throw the sheets on the bin. The car comes, more hugs, we cry again. Ok real time to go. Last look at an empty depressing room that has seen so much in last days. Gets in the car and goes.

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